Well, based on the title everyone (no one) prolly knows what I'm gonna talk in this blog post. No one because nobody reads my blog.
Yes, this is kinda like a complaint. Wahahaha. Not funny. I mean. Okay.
Let me just say that I am the kind of girl who is not really a lady, more of a "bro." I mean, sometimes I feel much more comfortable hanging out with guys. Even my guyfriends say that I'm their "bro." I sometimes like guy stuff like skateboarding and surfing. I mean girls do those things too but y'know what I mean. Sigh.
Even if I am acting like a lady, it's not always. Sometimes it's fake. Because I am not a lady.
I am Tashya.
But some people seems to don't understand that. Of course. I mean, come on. People have different opinions and everything. Some people are not open minded and always y'know... pessimistic.
Note that I am saying this generally. I don't mean to offend anyone.
I'm here right now blogging when I'm supposed to be involved in a meeting. lol.
I mean I'm here but I'm blogging because we're still waiting for people to come.
I somehow. Wait, no. I WANT TO get back to Hawaii. I want to go back home.
I don't feel much like home here. I'm being kinda mean but yeah.
I mean, that is what I am feeling right now. Sad, right?
Hmm....
I feel alone sometimes. I cried out of the blue. Just thinking about life at one point makes me feel sad. I don't know what's wrong with me but I am feeling kind of messed up right now. See, I really am.
This does not stop me but I will try. I mean, I don't even know.
I hope anyone who reads this does not become sad and messed up like me. I cannot wait until school re-opens. To take my mind off things, y'know.
I'm writing this down so that everyone can somehow reflect, think about things sometimes, hopefully.
Like.. just... stop. and reflect?
Okay, I should end this blogpost right now. See you whenever I feel like blogging, blog.
Have a good day.
11.12.12
4.10.12
Try
Hello.
I know I have a lot of things to do right now. But I just have the sudden urge to pay this blog a visit.
Sitting down. Music in my ears, blocking every other sound.
Old song. This is an old song.
Not telling what song but this is a song I've first listened back in late 2008. So, around 3 years ago.
Thinking about my life back then when I was still in middle school. Comparing it with my life right now. Huge difference.
I can't say that things now are bad. I've improved, making myself better, new opportunities.
It's just... memories.
Good and bad, they haunt you.
I might smile or I might cry. Things change, people come and go, memories stay.
I've realized that I have lost contact with some of the people who used to make me smile. Where are they now? I wonder. Do they still remember me? I don't know. Not talking with the person who broke my heart anymore *lol* He's still good-looking but I've seen major changes *lolagain*
Funny how lives change, right? I've noticed that even myself change. Seriously. I used to be that shy girl, not anymore. I was so inactive back then, now it's as if I'm the busiest person ever. Sometimes, in the middle of working I stop to think. Stressed. What happened? What if I'm still inactive? What if I still study Sciences? What if I'm still shy?
That girl who spend her time chilling at home is gone. She is now replaced with a girl who works unpaid. A young artist she is now, wanting to be what she wants to be. Inactive? Naah. She is active now. Any shit and she is interested, excited. Getting to know people, guys, heartbreaks, wet pillow. Pressure. Yep.
I am stressed. Very stressed right now. But in these years I have gained a lot of experience. Especially this year. Learning new things, life lessons and whatnots. I always feel like giving up but I can't. I need to finish what I've started. Believing that these experiences that I've gained will be beneficial to me to have a better life, a better me. Try to fight negativity, learn to be strong. Breathe and accept the challenge. Never give up. Down? Climb up. Smile and reach.
I know I have a lot of things to do right now. But I just have the sudden urge to pay this blog a visit.
Sitting down. Music in my ears, blocking every other sound.
Old song. This is an old song.
Not telling what song but this is a song I've first listened back in late 2008. So, around 3 years ago.
Thinking about my life back then when I was still in middle school. Comparing it with my life right now. Huge difference.
I can't say that things now are bad. I've improved, making myself better, new opportunities.
It's just... memories.
Good and bad, they haunt you.
I might smile or I might cry. Things change, people come and go, memories stay.
I've realized that I have lost contact with some of the people who used to make me smile. Where are they now? I wonder. Do they still remember me? I don't know. Not talking with the person who broke my heart anymore *lol* He's still good-looking but I've seen major changes *lolagain*
Funny how lives change, right? I've noticed that even myself change. Seriously. I used to be that shy girl, not anymore. I was so inactive back then, now it's as if I'm the busiest person ever. Sometimes, in the middle of working I stop to think. Stressed. What happened? What if I'm still inactive? What if I still study Sciences? What if I'm still shy?
That girl who spend her time chilling at home is gone. She is now replaced with a girl who works unpaid. A young artist she is now, wanting to be what she wants to be. Inactive? Naah. She is active now. Any shit and she is interested, excited. Getting to know people, guys, heartbreaks, wet pillow. Pressure. Yep.
I am stressed. Very stressed right now. But in these years I have gained a lot of experience. Especially this year. Learning new things, life lessons and whatnots. I always feel like giving up but I can't. I need to finish what I've started. Believing that these experiences that I've gained will be beneficial to me to have a better life, a better me. Try to fight negativity, learn to be strong. Breathe and accept the challenge. Never give up. Down? Climb up. Smile and reach.
Try.
21.3.12
Truth is... I miss blogging.
Right, hello.
I really do.
I like blogging as it's something I do when I don't want to tweet it.
(My blog has no readers ja)
I tweet stuff but when I blog things can be very detailed. I guess.
It's just that I don't really have the time nowadays.
What with college and everyday assignments ...especially for art.
Well, this is kind of weird. I usually state here, the reason why I don't blog and all the hiatus, is because I'm lazy. College has been very hectic. I now know why some people say that there are not enough hours in a day. It's now very clear to me and true, too.
Let me just type some ramblings and what comes in my head will be here.
Yeah...
You see, college, everything feels new. They say it's the start of your future which is quite scary and yes, I feel like I'm in my future right now, the beginning, which is weird. Until now, I'm not so sure what I want to be. An artist? A web designer? A businesswoman? A graphics designer? or... a fashion designer?
Can I be all of that at once? Yes.
Can I do this? Yes with an if.
What's the if?
If you know me, I'm a lazy person but ever since I get that first two art assignments (the 31 observations and fashion journal) when college didn't even start yet I feel like I'm always pushing myself. I struggle but I just move on and see what I can do. I feel weird.
I'm glad for those assignments though because of those I know Avicii, Cassius and Calvin Harris.
Yes, I'm quite new to this EDM stuff but I'm loving it so far. I have loads more to discover.
As my previous post states, I listen to every genre as long as I like it.
So yeah, I was late asleep and MTV was on and I know them and fell in love and ... yeah ;)
I'm also more in love with Hugo Pierre Leclercq / Madeon now.'
YES.
BYE.
--
I feel not sane without school now which is weird now.
I.. I.. I LOVE HUGO.
(My sister thought all this time I'm talking about Asa Butterfield. Hahaha.)
BYE JA
Right, hello.
I really do.
I like blogging as it's something I do when I don't want to tweet it.
(My blog has no readers ja)
I tweet stuff but when I blog things can be very detailed. I guess.
It's just that I don't really have the time nowadays.
What with college and everyday assignments ...especially for art.
Well, this is kind of weird. I usually state here, the reason why I don't blog and all the hiatus, is because I'm lazy. College has been very hectic. I now know why some people say that there are not enough hours in a day. It's now very clear to me and true, too.
Let me just type some ramblings and what comes in my head will be here.
Yeah...
You see, college, everything feels new. They say it's the start of your future which is quite scary and yes, I feel like I'm in my future right now, the beginning, which is weird. Until now, I'm not so sure what I want to be. An artist? A web designer? A businesswoman? A graphics designer? or... a fashion designer?
Can I be all of that at once? Yes.
Can I do this? Yes with an if.
What's the if?
If you know me, I'm a lazy person but ever since I get that first two art assignments (the 31 observations and fashion journal) when college didn't even start yet I feel like I'm always pushing myself. I struggle but I just move on and see what I can do. I feel weird.
I'm glad for those assignments though because of those I know Avicii, Cassius and Calvin Harris.
Yes, I'm quite new to this EDM stuff but I'm loving it so far. I have loads more to discover.
As my previous post states, I listen to every genre as long as I like it.
So yeah, I was late asleep and MTV was on and I know them and fell in love and ... yeah ;)
I'm also more in love with Hugo Pierre Leclercq / Madeon now.'
YES.
BYE.
--
I feel not sane without school now which is weird now.
I.. I.. I LOVE HUGO.
(My sister thought all this time I'm talking about Asa Butterfield. Hahaha.)
BYE JA
Weird theory that came into my head?
Something weird and random just came into my head.
---
Hugo drinks the silver RedBull and I drink the gold RedBull.
Thomas Bangalter = Silver robot.
Guy-Manuel = Gold robot.
Thomas Bangalter + Guy-Manuel = Daft Punk
Daft Punk = Digital Love.
...
I KNOW
TASHYA IS WEIRD JA
---
Hugo drinks the silver RedBull and I drink the gold RedBull.
Thomas Bangalter = Silver robot.
Guy-Manuel = Gold robot.
Thomas Bangalter + Guy-Manuel = Daft Punk
Daft Punk = Digital Love.
...
I KNOW
TASHYA IS WEIRD JA
17.12.11
Madeon
Hi, I actually have other things to blog about but my computer/PC is in a comma or however you spell it so I'm using my brother's computer/PC and it has problems with brightness/lighting. Sigh. I'll visit my PC soon but now I want to blog about Madeon.
So, there's this guy named Hugo Leclercq and is better known by his stage name which is Madeon. He is a 17 years old DJ/producer (I listen to every genre. If I like something then I like it.) from Nantes, France. I first know him when a youtuber called Ian from Smosh tweeted one of Madeon's video and I clicked it and guess what? I was in love even though the video only showed his hands, his fingers pressing the buttons on the launchpad and oh, what wonderful music. It was on a night I was about to practice with soft pastels and I listen to the song repetitively :)
Pop Culture (live mashup)
39 songs in 1!
The fever's not gone just like that. I was so curious of his face and when I saw the suggested videos on the side, I saw a thumbnail of a video of him playing live at The Nest. I clicked on it because the thumbnail of the video showed his face. I watched the video and thought that he was cute. His performance wasn't bad either. In fact, it was awesomazing! He did make a mistake but that just shows that he's human :)
I clicked on part 2 and it goes on and then I Google searched him and found his Facebook, SoundCloud, Myspace and Twitter! :)
I also happened to search on Tumblr by the tag "Madeon" and found this amazing blog:
fyeahmadeon.tumblr.com
It's a blog for "Madeonites", for the people who likes Madeon and his creations! Hehehe :D
We're only a small group but I don't mind ;)
Listening to Madeon's Pop Culture has now become my daily routine and I'm serious. I listen to it repetitively but I also do click on other videos on YouTube ;) I saw pictures of him from various websites! Facebook, Tumblr, Stereosonic and Rukes (I'm not sure if I'm missing some websites).
Because of him I tweeted several times in French :p
I also changed my Twitter icon/avatar/picture to his picture when he was backstage at Stereosonic.
Madeon's only 17 and he went to like ... what? Many clubs! Hahaha :D
He said that it's tricky as he cannot move around in the clubs he had attend. He could only perform, aww :p
^^^ He said that in a very recent interview (will be uploaded by BBC radio 1 soon but right now, someone uploaded it on SoundCloud, click) by Pete Tong. It was a "15 Minutes of Fame" session on BBC radio 1 [16th December 2011, 9 PM GMT]. People submitted questions on this thread but not all questions got answered.
I asked what's his height as this question was also asked on the Tumblr for Madeonites but it didn't get an answer as it wasn't even read out just like some other questions. I actually wanted to ask what his weight too because I remembered about Deadmau5's tweet :P
Right on top: http://www.tumblr.com/photo/1280/14140221463/1/tumblr_lw476cPILm1r2p5ca
There are also some illustration for that "war" on the Tumblr :P (fanarts and other stuff too!)
The interview was only 15 minutes, so, yeah.
I like his voice. That was what's important together with the premiere of Icarus :D
Somebody on Tumblr posted:
I like how Madeon’s voice is like, perfection. Like a mix of British-French, but perfect English pronunciation.
I agree.
Adorably soft-spoken as this anon stated: http://fyeahmadeon.tumblr.com/post/13713737003/since-ian-asked-hes-adorably-soft-spoken-the-voice
I kind of wish he said "dehm". LOL.
Warm, cuddly feel <--- I fangirl-ed when he said this.
Another one, old one:
Click for French interview which you can copy and paste to a Google translator :P
Oh, he's releasing an EP soon and the track named "Icarus", here's the teaser which he uploaded like 2 months ago (11th October 2011), it sound good just like a full track:
*but of course, full version on the "15 Minutes of Fame" interview ^^^*
I stayed up all night, I can't remember when it actually started because I kept on wishing to hear Mad's voice but 9 PM GMT is 17th December 2011, 5 AM Brunei time. Thank goodness, I had a 12 hours sleep before.
I think I better go.
Au revoir!
So, there's this guy named Hugo Leclercq and is better known by his stage name which is Madeon. He is a 17 years old DJ/producer (I listen to every genre. If I like something then I like it.) from Nantes, France. I first know him when a youtuber called Ian from Smosh tweeted one of Madeon's video and I clicked it and guess what? I was in love even though the video only showed his hands, his fingers pressing the buttons on the launchpad and oh, what wonderful music. It was on a night I was about to practice with soft pastels and I listen to the song repetitively :)
Pop Culture (live mashup)
39 songs in 1!
The fever's not gone just like that. I was so curious of his face and when I saw the suggested videos on the side, I saw a thumbnail of a video of him playing live at The Nest. I clicked on it because the thumbnail of the video showed his face. I watched the video and thought that he was cute. His performance wasn't bad either. In fact, it was awesomazing! He did make a mistake but that just shows that he's human :)
I clicked on part 2 and it goes on and then I Google searched him and found his Facebook, SoundCloud, Myspace and Twitter! :)
I also happened to search on Tumblr by the tag "Madeon" and found this amazing blog:
fyeahmadeon.tumblr.com
It's a blog for "Madeonites", for the people who likes Madeon and his creations! Hehehe :D
We're only a small group but I don't mind ;)
Listening to Madeon's Pop Culture has now become my daily routine and I'm serious. I listen to it repetitively but I also do click on other videos on YouTube ;) I saw pictures of him from various websites! Facebook, Tumblr, Stereosonic and Rukes (I'm not sure if I'm missing some websites).
Madeon's only 17 and he went to like ... what? Many clubs! Hahaha :D
He said that it's tricky as he cannot move around in the clubs he had attend. He could only perform, aww :p
^^^ He said that in a very recent interview (will be uploaded by BBC radio 1 soon but right now, someone uploaded it on SoundCloud, click) by Pete Tong. It was a "15 Minutes of Fame" session on BBC radio 1 [16th December 2011, 9 PM GMT]. People submitted questions on this thread but not all questions got answered.
I asked what's his height as this question was also asked on the Tumblr for Madeonites but it didn't get an answer as it wasn't even read out just like some other questions. I actually wanted to ask what his weight too because I remembered about Deadmau5's tweet :P
Right on top: http://www.tumblr.com/photo/1280/14140221463/1/tumblr_lw476cPILm1r2p5ca
There are also some illustration for that "war" on the Tumblr :P (fanarts and other stuff too!)
The interview was only 15 minutes, so, yeah.
I like his voice. That was what's important together with the premiere of Icarus :D
Somebody on Tumblr posted:
I like how Madeon’s voice is like, perfection. Like a mix of British-French, but perfect English pronunciation.
I agree.
Adorably soft-spoken as this anon stated: http://fyeahmadeon.tumblr.com/post/13713737003/since-ian-asked-hes-adorably-soft-spoken-the-voice
I kind of wish he said "dehm". LOL.
Another one, old one:
Click for French interview which you can copy and paste to a Google translator :P
Oh, he's releasing an EP soon and the track named "Icarus", here's the teaser which he uploaded like 2 months ago (11th October 2011), it sound good just like a full track:
*but of course, full version on the "15 Minutes of Fame" interview ^^^*
I stayed up all night, I can't remember when it actually started because I kept on wishing to hear Mad's voice but 9 PM GMT is 17th December 2011, 5 AM Brunei time. Thank goodness, I had a 12 hours sleep before.
I think I better go.
Au revoir!
6.12.11
Benedict Clarke 2011
I think I'm late but I don't know.
It's already the 6th of December at Brunei Darussalam but maybe not in London, U.K. so ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENEDICT CLARKE!
15 years old, December 5th, 2011.
Young Severus Snape.
And ... #itsSCON
It's already the 6th of December at Brunei Darussalam but maybe not in London, U.K. so ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENEDICT CLARKE!
15 years old, December 5th, 2011.
Young Severus Snape.
And ... #itsSCON
MistMagic144 is my Pottermore AND Pottermore Twitter account.
Nebula is my witch name.
Nebula is my witch name.
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