Ergh

Well, based on the title everyone (no one) prolly knows what I'm gonna talk in this blog post. No one because nobody reads my blog.

Yes, this is kinda like a complaint. Wahahaha. Not funny. I mean. Okay.

Let me just say that I am the kind of girl who is not really a lady, more of a "bro." I mean, sometimes I feel much more comfortable hanging out with guys. Even my guyfriends say that I'm their "bro." I sometimes like guy stuff like skateboarding and surfing. I mean girls do those things too but y'know what I mean. Sigh.

Even if I am acting like a lady, it's not always. Sometimes it's fake. Because I am not a lady.
I am Tashya.

But some people seems to don't understand that. Of course. I mean, come on. People have different opinions and everything. Some people are not open minded and always y'know... pessimistic.
Note that I am saying this generally. I don't mean to offend anyone.
I'm here right now blogging when I'm supposed to be involved in a meeting. lol.
I mean I'm here but I'm blogging because we're still waiting for people to come.

I somehow. Wait, no. I WANT TO get back to Hawaii. I want to go back home.
I don't feel much like home here. I'm being kinda mean but yeah.
I mean, that is what I am feeling right now. Sad, right?
Hmm....

I feel alone sometimes. I cried out of the blue. Just thinking about life at one point makes me feel sad. I don't know what's wrong with me but I am feeling kind of messed up right now. See, I really am.
This does not stop me but I will try. I mean, I don't even know.

I hope anyone who reads this does not become sad and messed up like me. I cannot wait until school re-opens. To take my mind off things, y'know.
I'm writing this down so that everyone can somehow reflect, think about things sometimes, hopefully.
Like.. just... stop. and reflect?

Okay, I should end this blogpost right now. See you whenever I feel like blogging, blog.
Have a good day.