Try

Hello.

I know I have a lot of things to do right now. But I just have the sudden urge to pay this blog a visit.
Sitting down. Music in my ears, blocking every other sound.
Old song. This is an old song.

Not telling what song but this is a song I've first listened back in late 2008. So, around 3 years ago.
Thinking about my life back then when I was still in middle school. Comparing it with my life right now. Huge difference.
I can't say that things now are bad. I've improved, making myself better, new opportunities.

It's just... memories.
Good and bad, they haunt you.

I might smile or I might cry. Things change, people come and go, memories stay.
I've realized that I have lost contact with some of the people who used to make me smile. Where are they now? I wonder. Do they still remember me? I don't know. Not talking with the person who broke my heart anymore *lol* He's still good-looking but I've seen major changes *lolagain*
Funny how lives change, right? I've noticed that even myself change. Seriously. I used to be that shy girl, not anymore. I was so inactive back then, now it's as if I'm the busiest person ever. Sometimes, in the middle of working I stop to think. Stressed. What happened? What if I'm still inactive? What if I still study Sciences? What if I'm still shy?

That girl who spend her time chilling at home is gone. She is now replaced with a girl who works unpaid. A young artist she is now, wanting to be what she wants to be. Inactive? Naah. She is active now. Any shit and she is interested, excited. Getting to know people, guys, heartbreaks, wet pillow. Pressure. Yep.

I am stressed. Very stressed right now. But in these years I have gained a lot of experience. Especially this year. Learning new things, life lessons and whatnots. I always feel like giving up but I can't. I need to finish what I've started. Believing that these experiences that I've gained will be beneficial to me to have a better life, a better me. Try to fight negativity, learn to be strong. Breathe and accept the challenge. Never give up. Down? Climb up. Smile and reach.

Try.